Monday, August 22, 2005
i really have nothing to say. nothing much is happening in my life. just school work, school work and school work. right now i have a two hour vacant and i have no idea how i'm going to spend it. actually, i've had this vacant for the past three months and i still haven't thought how i am going to spend it wisely. my brain is totally unordered right now. i think i have this katamaran sickness.
anyway, last night i finished reading another new book. it's the same as the last one i've read, a medical thriller, but i think this one is much better. although the villains are a bit brutal, the lead characters are very smart. it's another teaming up of a doctor and a cia. as usual, i finished it last noght (until 2:00) because if i don't, i wouldn't be able to sleep well. a very thrilling book. i like it although i think it's a little too much brutal nga.
i have to look for another book ulit.
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Friday, August 19, 2005
it's such a relief our midterm in math 11 is finally over. so far, the exam was ok. not what i can confidently say it was easy but i was able to answer all questions and computations. i just hope my answers are right and that i won't fail the exam. i don't want to take the finals. you see, if we pass our midterm and pre-final exam, we are automatically exempted from the finals.
but anyway, we had fun studying yesterday at csi and kfc. i was with mariz, bai and rey and michael was with us also although he's not really a batchmate but more of a close schoolmate. tinuruan namin siya sa trigo and we told him to read el fili, not just rely on the summary. it's funny because almost everyone at kfc were studying for the midterms. lauren and karla were there as well. and it was karla's birthday yesterday. happy birthday!
and so at 7 o' clock the exam started.
math exam could be so exhausting. it's much exhausting than theatre general rehearsals or play dates.
at 9 math exam was over. at least one thorn was taken away.
coz it's not over yet. i still have PE next tuesday and History on my birthday.
yup, september 12.
a good way to start my 17th year
and the first class of the week.
sigh.
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
i hate my blog. it's so plain. it doesnt' reflect anything about me. i can't fix it because i'm not an html expert.
tonight is our math 11 midterm. i'm feeling a little nervous because it's math and everything about math makes me jittery, especially exams. it's a good thing i'm off at 2:30 today. that would give me plenty of time to review more and do some practice exercises. it's also good i have a bible study at 2:30. my bs leader and i can pray for my math exam.
surprisingly, i was able to finish studying last night at 12mn. you see, i arrived home at around 8 because my class yesterday was until 7. and i still watched tv at 8:30. after studying i did my evening routine: reading a novel. right now i'm reading a medical thriller novel of robin cook. so far it's very good. so good. i think i would want to read another of his books again, of course, after i finish this one.
my class starts in 15 min.
gotta go.
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Monday, August 15, 2005
i'm out if words. a lot of not so good things has happened in my life since the last time i wrote. if you want to know what, it's all got to do with my midterms. bad grades. well, i know it's too early to say that because i haven't actually seen the results yet, but i have a feeling i got a lot of wrong answers. i just hope my judgments are wrong and that the opposite will happen. you know, i have high marks pala. and the worse is my devcom 10 exam. i don't even want to know my grade there. i hope i won't see it this afternoon and if i see it, i HOPE i didn't fail.
i need to get my life back together.
sigh.
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Friday, August 12, 2005
i used to like mary higgins clark novels. it's full of thrill, spine-tingling suspense and full of mystery. it's like watching a movie but much better. she can totally grasp your imagination and while reading, you feel like you're in the characters' own world. well, except for this book i just finished reading. it is entitled a stranger is watching, and it's a good thing i only borrowed it and not actually bought it. it's so boring. one of the reviews said it shouldn't be read alone at dark and blah-blah-blah but really, it was entirely boring and a real waste of money if i actually bought it. what has happened to her? has ms. clark lost her touch? it wasn't well-written and this is one story that is much better seen on screen than in a book.anyway, i hope her other books would be much better than this one. and she's been crowned as the "queen of suspense". come on. i'm now thinking nelson de mille is much beter or the author of running blind. it was lee something... well, i'm just saying my opinions. and right now i feel like i'm doing a book review for school. (never imagined book reviewing would be this fun, especially when you're not required to do it.)
so much about the book. as usual i finished reading it in less than 15 hours. freaky, huh?
whew, i have an exam this afternoon at nacs6. i hope we wouldn't have any class in devcom10 today, just like philo1.
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
i'm supposed to be studying for my english 1 exam today but i'm not. i guess i'm not in the mood to study because i'm feeling hungry, tired, lonely and bored. after that play, my hyper activity fell off. well, i guess i really miss my friends there. even though i hate to admit it but i cried during the curtain call because of the thought that i would never see them much often again. well, actually, someONE. but it's no big now. i have to go on with life and missing my friends is part of it. too bad though because i miss going out during saturdays and thursday afternoons. you know, i have a lot of exams coming up and i can't imagine myself still thinking about these things when i'm already cramming up! sometimes i wish my life is full of hapiness with no worries. i'm losing inspiration here and i desperately need one! what i'm saying here doesn't make any sense na. i don't know but i can't stop my fingers to type. anyway, i hope i can adjust and i hope i can work on my "asa pa" attitude. lately i'm full of hope about something when there's no doubt it won't happen. i am so pathetic! i hate myself for being like that. i'm not usually like this! talk about depression. well, i'm not really that depressed. i'm just lonely and bored.
i think i better go now and start studying for my big exam in english. i'm so frustrated because i'm getting terribly low with my grades. this seldom happens to me. actually, it happens when my inspirition light fades. i just need to light it up. but the question is, who and what will light it up? i am so confused and frustrated. no one wants to listen and no one cares. i'm on my own again.
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
note that in my last post i said that i hope my fun won't wear off easily. well, though i hate to admit it, it did. just now. and i'm telling you, i won't go there for 2 weeks. and if i survive that, i won't show my face there for a month. and then i saw what i wasn't expecting to see. though it's really no big deal, i still hoped i didn't see that. my visit there stinks.
well, just a bit.
sometimes i'm so weird.
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Monday, August 08, 2005
last thursday, our play was finally staged. it was a blast, i have to say. we were surprised because honestly, our practices are way below the line. but after the performances last thursday, it was astounding. but of course, all glory belongs to God.
well, i just didn't had fun during the play. actually, my whole week was a blast with the reason i don't want to tell anymore. even ina told me that i'm a bit different because i can't erase the smile on my face. well that's because i'm so happy. i just hope it doesn't wear off.
and yea, they said there may be a re-run of the play on october, during the sem break.
but since the play is stopped for a while, i now have time to focus on my acads more. not that i didn't focus on it during the play or anything but you se, it's exam month. they say it's hell month but i don't want to call it that way. i'm so having fun! i hope this stays for good.
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
tonight's the play's general rehearsal. i know i shouldn't feel nervous because, after all, it is just a rehearsal, almost the same as our other practices. but of course, one thing that made it different is that it is general and it will be the final practice. and but guess what? i'm feeling jittery all of a sudden. last time i felt this was when my cousins and i went to enchanted kingdom. mom said maybe i'm just feeling upset with the play. but hello it's more than upset! i have a quiz in history 2 later wherein i haven't studied well yet, homework in math 11 where i have no idea if i did the right processes (i hate radicals! nobody would use that in the real life!) and i have a long exam in philo on friday. and oh i also have this physical fitness test tomorrow morning at 6:00 at the oval. imagine i'm going to run around the oval 6 times! i don't even know if i can take a half round! who ever suggested that 1.5 mile run thing... too bad for me though because the play is already tomorrow night and i have a feeling that on friday my thigh muscles will feel stretched again. this is too much i hope i can still take it. i have a lot of scheduled exams next week. burrr... well, much better on next week than this week. and on saturday the alumni homecoming. i'm telling everyone i'm going to come eh i haven't paid the fee yet. dapat free na ko coz i helped in the play naman. but anyhowz, my monday was great! a good day to start my week!
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