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Thursday, August 11, 2005
i'm supposed to be studying for my english 1 exam today but i'm not. i guess i'm not in the mood to study because i'm feeling hungry, tired, lonely and bored. after that play, my hyper activity fell off. well, i guess i really miss my friends there. even though i hate to admit it but i cried during the curtain call because of the thought that i would never see them much often again. well, actually, someONE. but it's no big now. i have to go on with life and missing my friends is part of it. too bad though because i miss going out during saturdays and thursday afternoons. you know, i have a lot of exams coming up and i can't imagine myself still thinking about these things when i'm already cramming up! sometimes i wish my life is full of hapiness with no worries. i'm losing inspiration here and i desperately need one! what i'm saying here doesn't make any sense na. i don't know but i can't stop my fingers to type. anyway, i hope i can adjust and i hope i can work on my "asa pa" attitude. lately i'm full of hope about something when there's no doubt it won't happen. i am so pathetic! i hate myself for being like that. i'm not usually like this! talk about depression. well, i'm not really that depressed. i'm just lonely and bored.